We are all just photographs and faded memories...

in one week
what could be better

seeing the person i care about most whenever i want
it's going to be fantastic

i finished my first week of college last thursday
it was a hectic week

now this week
it's even worse
i have 3 projects due
and they are all extremely elaborate

but i'll get it done

Daniel is coming to visit for the weekend
I'm soooo excited
it's ridiculous

Even though it's been almost 2 weeks since i have seen him
i still miss him so much

i can't wait

One more week left

then

Goodbye Florida
Hello Georgia

I'll be back in 10 weeks


have a good one till then

I'm having anxiety attacks more frequently as it gets closer to the time for me to move to Georgia

My moods go up and down so much the tower of terror looks like a little kid ride

I cry a lot

And when I tell him that I am getting really bad anxiety about the move
He says," Don't worry. It'll be great..."

He doesn't know all of it is about him...

tonight could have been anymore perfect

aaaaaaannnnndddd

life is good again

:]

I am done dating people younger than me

I knew it would be bad if I did
And I should have made myself keep my oath

never again



Anyway

I love my job
I love the people I work with

except Matt
because he is a butt head

I have been going out a lot more
which is good

I am not as much of an introvert as I thought I was

always a positive thing I suppose

killing something for the most part.
first real fight I guess
but for a reason that is absolutely ridiculous.

I started an old bad habit again
they don't know that yet

I think I am starting to realize something I should have seen a long time ago

I know this isn't going to turn out well

now life really begins...

it almost was the biggest upset of my entire life
but luckily

it was saved by a few of my best friends

thanks guys


but still

i don't know if any prom would have ever topped sophmore years...

So many people came
and I didn't kill anybody

After the last band competeing played
Kevin, Rachel, and Meg cam and stage and Kevin was like
"give me the mic"
and I said
"WHY?!?!"
he took the mic and was like
" ok so April we just wanted to let you know that
we appreciated you running Battle of the Bands for the past 3 years"

AND THEN RACHEL AND MEG GAVE ME FLOWERS!

I was about to start crying

but then Brandon grabbed the mic
and said
" and Happy early birthday on April 18th....."

and then

"will you go to prom with me?"

ON STAGE
in front of EVERYONE

I nearly died

it was the sweetest, cutest, most awesome thing anyone has ever done
I mean normally I ask the guy to prom
[and I did this year too]
but he asked me on stage anyway

I heart my bff :]

success!!!!!!

I'm exhausted

and I'm getting sick
[again]

I can't think of anything to paint
so I've been working on more textile stuff

Plaid scarf FTW

until I turn 18
>.<

I don't think I have ever loved and dreaded
this day at the same time ever in my life

I finally get to get my nose pierced
and my ears pierced again...the day AFTER prom

but seriously, I don't want to be treated like an adult.

Oh and prom
I hope it goes well
I'm going with my best guy friend
[Brandon :D]
and we are going with Jazz, Max, Megan, Ace, Jillian and her date

for some reason I predict us terrorizing the resturaunt.

and districts for track it the day BEFORE my birthday
I would kill to go to regionals again
...and I may have to

...Emily and I are friends!
We went shopping at the mall on Wednesday
and to the commons Friday night
It was so much fun :]


I got my proof book back from the photographer
for my senior portraits
I hate most of them
but there are a few I really really like

It sucks that I have to pick one


Graduation= 28 school days

I need to figure out my summer trip plans

There are 3 day that I am going to go visit school
with Jazzmyn

I want to got see a show somewhere else

Warp Tour
that's a different story haha

i just found out what i would look like if i was 40 lbs heavier





yea that's pretty sexy right there :D

here's the real picture lolz

I'm so exhausted all the time
track is really taking a lot out of me

I'm running more
[hate]
I have 2 track meets this week
[tuesday@Navarre-aftr school]
[thursday@Gulf Breeze High-...ALL DAY]
come see me

I'm almost done with my portfolio
I was def supposed to have that done 2 months ago
but oh well
I can't rush art

I've lost some friends this year
but
I gained new ones
and got some old ones back

Drama keeps coming and going
but that's life
I'll just take it for what it's worth


I went to the mall today with Kaylie and Lexi
it was the most fun I've had in a long time.

I only got one ribbon.
Honorable mention on a self portrait I hate.

I saw a bunch of stuff that should have won things but didn't.

I think I also saw a picture of Haley fishing. maybe.
and a picture of her in another one. [Haley i miss your face]

I picked up my pictures from my manattee trip.
they are so cute.
[the manattees]

and then I stopped by TCBY to say hi to Jarrod.
because he sucks and didn't come to the art show.
>.<
jk.
He had a reason.

I'm driving up to Gulf Breeze today.
There's an art show
a lot of my work is in it.

I'm in need of a muse.
someone or something that can inspire the fuck out of me.

I have to go give a wake up call too.
fuck.

thats going to be awkward.